I want to.

I want to forget him. I mean, the feelings I have for him. It's painful for me nowadays, actually. We are not like this before. But then again, there's no us. We're just in a pseudo relationship. Who am I to tell him, "Hey. What's happening? Is there something wrong between us?". I just miss him. I dont wanna lose him. Lord, please help. :( Please help me realize that there is no really us. Haaay.