Childhood memories is like sitting with your crown, giving you what you want. I have what I want to have, I love what I have. God gave me a family that treated me as a real princess. I may not see it in my surroundings, but I can see it in act. Parents which is very supportive, loving with each other. No mosquito can harm their little girl. Grandparents that will do anything just to make their apo smile.
See, how blessed am I? God gave me everything I want to have, when I was little. I can still recall my Yaya Talya. Hayyy. She's a person who will do anything for her alaga, for her loved ones. She is willing to sacrifice the distance just to provide something for her family. I salute her for that. There, I began to define the word: PROBLEMS.
After my so merry days, why did God let me experienced this? Ain't that bad? Uhmm. My Mom went to Dubai for us. I dont know what to do,when they told me their plans. Its like "Huwaaaaat? Seriously?" Accept it. Thats the fact. After my 10 years, staying with her, Bye little girl. Groow.
After a year, Papa decided to go with Mama. He will make sure she's safe, and for sake of our education and future. They'll do it for us. It may be Ouchie, but nothing can change the truth. It is like God made me carry the burdens of the Earth. I feel so stupid that time, blaming them how could they leave us? They don't love me. Narcissism prevails on my mind.
Grade 4. Grade 5. Grade 6.
For 3 years, I managed to be a model for my siblings. I may not be the perfect one, but at least I tried to. I experienced a lot of experiences, and luckily to passed it. Half of my elementary was really a tough one. I didn't even imagine that I can do this, living without my parents. When I need them, I can't immediately have their call. Crying is the only way I can let it out. Even though, secretly, it helped. So, Yes. I am a proud graduate of my Alma Mater: Duenas Central Elementary School.
Another stage came. Another problem haven't been solved. From a rural school transferred to a urban is not a funny one. It's getting on my nerves, and I can't imagine the stares my classmates will give to me. Hahaha. But, I guess. SPED-ISEC is a school for all. Im proud to be a SPEDer. And that was the start of being a student.
Lots of adjustments I've experienced in this Freshmen years of ours. In fact, I became more independent. I'm staying with my Aunt, and studying myself alone. This is not an easy thing as you think, this is the time ENVY kept on ticking me. Looking at people who has mother to caress before and going to school. Seeing parents who are there attending the meetings of their children. Unfair, that's what I always think. But i know, its wrong.
F R I E N D S
- A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
The people, God made as representative on the persons not physically beside me. They are a bundle of joy. A smile, every time they give it unto you, you can always pay them off too. Friends are the person who you can always talk to, and do whatever folly you have. The best part is, knowing that you bestfriend can give all her honesty skills on you, and not getting envy for your achievements. Love and friendship they will always hold on.
On life's journey faith is nourishment, virtuous deeds are a shelter, wisdom is the light by day and right mindfulness is the protection by night. If a man lives a pure life, nothing can destroy him.
